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Prayers for my mental health
« on: July 12, 2019, 12:53:47 AM »
I have always had difficulties in the mental health realm. Mostly it is not obviously noticeable to others, I don't think. More struggles within my head, that I often keep to myself - maybe too much.

I strongly think my mental health will never reach the lows of the days when I was a Calvinist and enamored with legalist ideas - those were dark days indeed. Still, it isn't always easy sometimes. Thankfully, I do have a therapist now and hopefully will soon be looking into maybe getting medication. And of course, I have the Orthodox faith, which supplies the best medicine, though I feel I have not been fervent enough in my following of God to fully reap the benefits.

A problem I have is where my mind will sometimes get into a bad thought pattern that is usually theoretical and not related to concrete things in my life, but which is very distressing to me. Sometimes it's connected with religious matters, which can often make it worse. Lately such a thought pattern has "infected" me and I desperately need for God to cure me of it. I have been a slacker in prayer for a very long time, unfortunately, but by God's grace I must repent of that. I need to fervently pray to God that He would keep this bad pattern of thought from creeping into me, because I know it will harm me and also harm the way I think of Him. Even as I have started to pray to Him, I feel His healing and grace begin, and I must remain in that, because I cannot stand for this noxious and bad train of thought to be wreaking havoc on my mental and spiritual health.

Please pray for me if you have the inclination. This darkness in my mind MUST BE DESTROYED and I believe God will give the grace to make that possible. Perhaps my mental health in general will still have its issues, but this specific thought issue I feel strongly must be beaten into submission as soon as possible, since it is directly related to how I relate to God.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #1 on: July 12, 2019, 07:52:45 AM »
Lord, have mercy.
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #2 on: July 12, 2019, 08:43:16 AM »
Gospodi Pomilui!
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #3 on: July 12, 2019, 08:58:17 AM »
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #4 on: July 12, 2019, 09:30:31 AM »

May the Lord heal you and shower His Grace upon you.
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #5 on: July 12, 2019, 01:13:08 PM »
Lord, have mercy.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #6 on: July 12, 2019, 02:02:47 PM »
Lord, have mercy.
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #7 on: July 12, 2019, 06:04:46 PM »
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #8 on: July 12, 2019, 06:42:36 PM »
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #9 on: July 13, 2019, 01:12:47 AM »
May He bless you and freshen up your thoughts ~ wash you like a newborn ```
Իմաստութիւն Հոր Յիսուս՝ տո՝ւր մեզ իաստուփին՝ զբարիս խորհել եւ խոսել եւ գործել առաջի Քո յամենայն ժամ : եւ ի չար խորհրդոց ի բանից եւ ի գործոց   փրկեա  զմեզ՝ ամէն:
Jesus, Wisdom of the Father, give us wisdom, to think, speak and do what is Good before you at all times. And save us from evil thoughts, words and deed, amen.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #10 on: July 13, 2019, 02:43:30 PM »
Lord, have mercy!

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #11 on: July 15, 2019, 12:10:49 PM »
Lord have mercy.
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #12 on: July 16, 2019, 01:14:03 PM »
Lord have mercy on cases of mental health.
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #13 on: July 17, 2019, 11:44:34 PM »
Thank you everyone for your prayers. I've realized that this struggle is also a spiritual one and today I sort of had a revelation and realized that part of the problem is lack of trust in God, and now being reminded of Who He is and realizing that He loves me and wants what's best for me, I feel like I am on a better path. :)

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #14 on: July 18, 2019, 02:30:57 AM »
Thank be to God
Իմաստութիւն Հոր Յիսուս՝ տո՝ւր մեզ իաստուփին՝ զբարիս խորհել եւ խոսել եւ գործել առաջի Քո յամենայն ժամ : եւ ի չար խորհրդոց ի բանից եւ ի գործոց   փրկեա  զմեզ՝ ամէն:
Jesus, Wisdom of the Father, give us wisdom, to think, speak and do what is Good before you at all times. And save us from evil thoughts, words and deed, amen.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #15 on: July 18, 2019, 07:03:25 AM »
Glory to God.
Is any of the above Orthodox?  I have no idea, so there’s that.

Pray for me, a sinner.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #16 on: July 18, 2019, 10:54:09 AM »
Lord have mercy on cases of mental health.
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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #17 on: July 30, 2019, 06:53:53 PM »
Thank you everyone. By the way, I'm not fully over this issue yet (and I have many other mental health issues besides) so I appreciate any more prayers that people feel inclined to give.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #18 on: July 30, 2019, 10:18:36 PM »
Lord, have mercy. 
We will continue to pray for you.  :)
Is any of the above Orthodox?  I have no idea, so there’s that.

Pray for me, a sinner.

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Re: Prayers for my mental health
« Reply #19 on: July 31, 2019, 11:29:25 PM »
Thank you :)