I feel my life's worth is insignificant towards nothing. I don't see why I live. I am ugly, I am weak, I have no talent, I have no friends, no girlfriend, I am sinner, I come from a bad country, my life is nothing compared to those whom I am surrounded with and people of my age and a lot of younger people. I don't have their experience, and I have done nothing compared to them in this life, I don't have any joys, life, memories, talents, etc. I have been on a "dark night" since I am an adult, and I started thinking what am I doing here where I am. I am the least of all, everybody hates me, I am unattractive to ugly(so I already start with a minus in society), I come from a country with a very bad name(in the media and etc), I am very sinner, life doesn't really happen to me, it is just something boring like work home, home work, I am fruitless even in the circumstances where I am and what I am trying to do, and I am life sick. I really don't see any reason for being where I am and feel like I am only unto worse and probably should be dead and whipped from every form of existence that ever there was. What CRIME did I do unto the sky to deserve all this? What worth and purpose does my life really have? I have kept saying to myself it has one and all this things, but I only feel I am deceiving and lying to myself. Why do I live? What is a man's worth?