"Armando"--if that is your real name---
Are you the same person who posted as goreds_5 in ten posts during March of this year? The reason I ask is that both you and he have similar troll-like behaviors (trotting out quotes 'proving' the Pope of Rome is the head of Christianity, even though these issues have been well dealt with in the past) as well as very similar e-mail addresses.
Be that as it may, you clearly are in need of help. I will pray for you, but I also ask that you listen to what we write to you. In a quote war with the Orthodox, you will find that the weight of patristic evidence points to an affirmation of the Orthodox position.
However, what is more important than quotes is in listening to what the Church actually did when forced to decide this question. Four out of the five Patriarchs or Popes stayed in communion with each other, and did not agree with Rome.
Why is this important? Because the Holy Spirit, which guides all to truth, is present when 'two or more are gathered in His name'. No one is individually infallible or can individually personify Christ.
Christianity seeks a relationship with Christ and with others through Christ, and that is the central point of the Faith. This is why eucharistic communion is necessary and relevant, and why it is preserved so carefully.
Because of this, you have left the known Body of Christ to go elsewhere. Yes, you need our prayers and we will pray for you, but will you listen to the testimony of history and the Spirit regarding the Eternal Truth that is hrist?