As some of you know, it's been a rough year. I'm really not one to complain, I'm really not it's just I have nothing. Well, I thought I had a few friends. I thought I was pretty close to one, in particular. You know, I am 26 years old she is 21 and she publicly humiliated me today by reposting a private conversation between us with a mocking caption on her twitter feed of me asking her to dinner. I had talked to her in person earlier today and she said yes to going out. I really am shocked and I can't recall anything like this ever happening to me before, not for the whole world to see. I've had bad luck in relationships before but this...this was a surprise.
I don't know how I got it so wrong. OK, I misread signs and she wasn't interested romantically but this was something you would expect from bitter bitter enemies, my God not my friends! I kept my job loss a secret until last month and she was one of the first people I told. I walked away thinking how lucky I was to have a friend like her. I feel like a teenager as I type this. Humiliate me on twitter? What?
Please pray for me as this pretty much threw me into a very, very, very dark place. Why is it impossible for me to find a genuine person who really is my friend?