Obedience in Orthodoxy is, I venture to say, never blind. Also, there are varying levels of obedience. Monastic obedience is for monks. Parish priests cannot demand the same level of obedience, nor should they react negatively to honest questions and endeavors to understand.
God does not force anyone to do anything. He does not coerce.
I wonder, by the nature of your question, if you have learned a sufficient amount about the Church, and what her life is like. It would seem to me that, if you had, you would be more at peace about what will be required of you. What the Church requires is not secret, and it doesn't change in the sense that you'll be surprised. Take the time you need to learn everything ahead of time.