I can hardly get any sleep at night. I keep thinking about how much I want the position I got interviewed for. I just keep overanalyzing the interview, things I did good and bad in, it's driving me nuts.
I know it's all in God's hands at this point and I just need prayers to help me let it go. No more assuming anything, just be in a clearer state of mind.
I guess I'm trying to surpress fears if I do not get it, because I will be crushed for awhile. If the Lord wills it...
Just found out my director knew about my interview and said it went good. Sent a chill down my spine. I know he doesn't like me very much and I really hope he didn't say anything negative about me.