Thank you to all who have posted in or read this thread for praying with me. Please continue to pray for me. I'm growing increasingly weary, frustrated and at times angry at the gulf between lack of opportunity to attend any Orthodox Church, and the desire to progress further on the path to becoming an Orthodox Christian. I'm tired of go-it-alone-doxy; I need Christ and I need His Church. There is no other place for me.
There may be an opportunity for me to make it to an Orthodox service this coming weekend. Please pray that I may find an open Church door; that God may reveal a light for my path, His will, the next step on this journey; for courage and humility to face up to any hard facts I may be confronted with; for acceptance of this situation, peace with all people and to stick with the responsibilities (study, job hunt, etc) that God has placed in my life in the meantime. Thank you.
Holy God, Holy Mighty, Holy Immortal, have mercy on me. Most holy, blessed, pure, ever-virgin Theotokos, please interceed for me.