Peace & Grace to you Big Chris aka Mint
I have read some of your posts of which some I understand – some I do not. I too think these mods are offering you some sound advice. I commend you for recognizing that yourself with the exception of the scrupulosity part.
Consider that the only thing being suggested to quit ‘cold turkey’ (for a time anyway) are these type of web sites. You would not be ‘quitting’ anything of a spiritual quest but transferring your efforts toward the Church and Christ Himself. I can only speak for myself but as wonderful of a blessing as OC.net has been in my life it only serves to expand my knowledge and offer spiritual insight and challenges to help me grow in my faith. It could not (for me anyway) lead to faith or fill the emptiness in my soul that can only be eternally filled by the living God our Lord Jesus Christ. It certainly could however be used against me as a distraction thus postponing my repentance. If you follow their advice and get together with a Priest (Catholicism or Orthodoxy), accepting his guidance and authority, partake of the sacraments, etc. and put the same energy and effort into these things as you have these web sites you may find it far more rewarding to your spiritual life.
I don’t know you but offer my love as God does. I pray for your journey and enrichment. I pray that you find the Truth and comfort in God that you have already begun looking for.
May God continue to bless you, and may you respond to that Grace and begin your Journey.
Please pray for me too, as I am a repenting sinner that needs to continue turning God’s Grace into reality by my own actions and obedience as well.