This is one of the selfish times where I'm going to ask for prayers for myself. I have had a very difficult school year teaching. First, I have been teaching remedial classes this year and I have so many students with so many problems it seems impossible to make a positive dent in their education. Second, my boss has just been on me all year. He regularly yells at and demeans the teachers he supervisors and I am one of the ones he has picked on all year. And this has nothing to do with my job performance. My students regularly attest to the fact that I am one of the best math teachers they have ever had. But having to deal with a such a negative work environment has really worn on me.
To compound matters, my family (parents and brothers and sisters) suffer form a lot of pyschological problems and so there has been a great deal of emotional and financial instability there.
.... Well, I have come to suspect that I am depressesed. I am constantly down lately, It's extremely painful to go to work (though I do). My apartment and classroom and messier than they have ever been. I'm not working out like I used to. I have no energy. Etc. I have contacted a counselor and I will attend sessions soon.
I am bringing this up on the internet because I do NOT want my family and friends to know about this. But I really need some prayers. Any prayers would be appreciated. Thanks.