I am trying not to give up, but it's not that simple... I am overwhelmed by my financial problems and also I am very stressed in finding a job. My financial help, meaning the unemployment help is coming in three months time. Now I cannot obtain a loan and even my friends don't bother in helping me now when I need help. I have 3,000 usd debts. And I have to make a lot of payments till 1st of February. Otherwise I am very much done. I hoped, I prayed, every single day for help. I keep saying that this is just a hard test from God and I am trying not to lose my faith, but I just cannot take it anymore. I have never imagined that all of my friends will vanish when I'm in need. When they needed my money or my help, they always received it. The Father from the church is being very supportive with me. Unfortunately the church cannot make a collection (to raise money for me and my son) because of the parish rules. Only very special cases obtain approval. I am really stuck.
Maybe God will listen to your prayers. I just hope somehow He will have mercy and send me help.
Thank you a lot.