Until someone does us a grievous wrong, the "deal" we "strike" in the Lord's Prayer, "forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors," doesn't have so much power.
After someone wrongs us, those words have mighty power to set us free from sins, and to be able to enter the heavenly kingdom as we not only forgive but feel a profound love with sweetness of heart, for the one who wronged us.
I wish this blessing upon you, hurdle, that having forgiven, all your sins will be erased, and you will be pure and clean.
It's really quite wonderful. I'm sure this didn't happen by accident!