I am relatively new to this forum, but I am sure where you are right now is shared by others in here also , since we have here many good people of different confessions of faith, and level of belief and unbelief, etc. so welcomeback anyway
I for one from the way you apologised for your conduct and also for something you know you did not do, can say you are a good well meaning person so I hope to see you around in this forum. if this was an actual coffee house I would have bought you a coffee or tea
but since its not I will just raise my mug and say cheers!