Jesus Christ have mercy on your servant. amen
To overcome it you have to forget the past. never look back. look forward...
you have to fight for freedom. keep praying and always looking forward, forget the job
forget everything. God can change all.
You have to make the first step. Enroll at a local gym or do exercise by yourself for twice a week, eat healthy, make the first step. start slowly with just walking, and then try to progress. Our worst enemy is ourself. overcome your lithargy, take back your life in control and fight for freedom. Pray to God. He always listens, He is always there. Stop thinking about it. Just do a small step. you will fell, but you will get up, keep going. and when you fall you will rise again and then walk a straight line. and eventually the footsteps of Jesus will guide you.
Continue your medication, but do exercise.....forget what other people will do or say. just do your thing, keep going. do socialise. keep most of your time occupied, whether a walk in the park, or watch some football, singing, gardening.
Exercise gradually, eat healthier and sleep at proper times. wake up in the morning for a walk. do organise events with your friend.
go to church. there are so many things you can do to keep occupied. you need to do things you like
as for the job, relax for a while. make lots of applications, look for the right one. when the right one comes it will be yours.
Don't be scared. Everything is there for you.