You yourself admit that your ways are not compatible with God. Now you have a choice to make. You can elect to continue what you are doing, knowing that you are going against the will of God, not caring that you are going against the will of God. You can continue to do whatever feels good to you. Or, you can accept that God is the One Who created you, that God is Master of the Universe, Judge of the World, Physician of the Soul, Redeemer, Creator, Designer, the Only Holy One, and that his will for your life and for my life and for everyone else's life is what is best. We can know this because God, unlike us, is not constrained by space and time. He exists outside of time and so yesterday is for Him as today is, and today is for Him as tomorrow is. He knows what has been, what is, and what will be, and so He knows what each and every possible action we can choose will lead to.
Your choice is simple: You can decide that you are wiser than anyone else, that you know what is best for you, and that the sins you commit today will never be your condemnation at some point in the future, even after death; or you can decide that God is wiser than you, that His will for your life is best for you, and that through Him, your sins can be wiped away and you can be as pure as snow.