I guess I am kind of converting, but not. I was born into the Orthodox faith, but have not been part of it for most of my life now. I stopped going to church when I was a teenager, and for about 13 years now have only been a couple of times to church, but to western Anglican or Evangelical churches. I thought this was what I wanted, but it doesn't feel right to me. So I am trying to go back to Orthodoxy, as to me it feels right. But, there is something stopping me, I think it is just nerves and it being something different to what I have recently been sued to. but I also feel afraid that God will be unhappy that I turned my back on the church and went elsewhere.
As I haven't been part of the church in so long, a lot I have forgotten, or haven't learned, so it feels like something very new to me in some ways. So I feel like I am converting.
I will probably have a lot of questions, and will need some advice, but hopefully I find myself soon at home