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« on: March 27, 2011, 07:34:18 PM »

A year ago my ex-ex and I were engaged to be married. Long story short, we moved into an apt after a year and a few months of dating, and she cheats /breaks up with me not even a month living in the place. She had this guy over all the time and would spend alot of time with him, in some instances until 5AM.

One of my worst fears was when she broke up with him that she would sleep with him in that apt, and it happened. Then she left me behind with alot of bills and such that I had to cover.

Suffice it to say after all this I was crushed and completley despondent.

Anyway, I had my sister recently move in for just 2 days but same situation. She had her BF spend the night, and again he was over the next day, found a used condom on my table, then she leaves because I just have a one bedroom apt and she moved in with my dad (He has a spare bedroom). Why did she move in? My parent's house got sold, and I offered my sis a place to stay if she wanted to. Considering she doesn't have a taste of that "freedom" from her parents, obv she took up my offer.

Anyway it all played out just like my ex-ex in a very minature version. Now I'm back to these feelings again.

Please pray for me, I need prayers more than ever now.
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« Reply #1 on: March 27, 2011, 07:55:07 PM »

That sucks. Be careful, man.


Lord, have mercy.
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« Reply #2 on: March 27, 2011, 08:12:07 PM »

 Sad Try not to dwell and just keep praying...


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« Reply #3 on: March 27, 2011, 08:14:28 PM »

Thank you all, I can feel your prayers, truly.

It's amazing how it triggered those memories like that. Not trying to be overdramatic but I had a phantom pain in my heart for 2 weeks when my ex-ex cheated/broke up and quite possibly the worst way possible.

I'm not at that level, but going to my apt does rise those unwanted feelings.
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« Reply #4 on: March 27, 2011, 10:24:35 PM »

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« Reply #5 on: March 27, 2011, 11:31:00 PM »


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« Reply #6 on: March 27, 2011, 11:46:17 PM »

Thank you all, I can feel your prayers, truly.

It's amazing how it triggered those memories like that. Not trying to be overdramatic but I had a phantom pain in my heart for 2 weeks when my ex-ex cheated/broke up and quite possibly the worst way possible.

I'm not at that level, but going to my apt does rise those unwanted feelings.

My prayers.

Did you have your priest over to bless your apartment?
Maybe that will help.
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« Reply #7 on: March 28, 2011, 05:18:34 AM »

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« Reply #8 on: March 28, 2011, 12:40:47 PM »

Not a bad idea.  Then keep those two out of it.

Thank you all, I can feel your prayers, truly.

It's amazing how it triggered those memories like that. Not trying to be overdramatic but I had a phantom pain in my heart for 2 weeks when my ex-ex cheated/broke up and quite possibly the worst way possible.

I'm not at that level, but going to my apt does rise those unwanted feelings.

My prayers.

Did you have your priest over to bless your apartment?
Maybe that will help.
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