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i take jeremiahs hat and i finaly talk to him and not ignor him and i wouldnt geve hat back till i got something and kaylee yas yelling at me to give his hat back sso i threw it and yelled that i can never be myself and ran off and hid where no one would find me till lunch was over...i no like life here and i wanna die agn
Annie, you should talk to someone about "wanting to die". death is NEVER the answer. perhapse you could talk to a teacher a school? or you could ring Father Barnabas, I'm sure he'd be happy to talk to you. also, speak to your mom about your feelings, she is your mom and LOVES you, no matter what!
if i tell teacher theyll send me to counsler and i wont talk to a counsler or thearapist and father B will call my ma and i cant let my ma know cuza what happen to my brother and if she found out what ive done and what i think about shell s...end me to girls ranch for suicidal girls i know bout it cuz my brother was sent to a boys ranch and if i go i wont cooperate i dont like ppl like that i wont talk i only talk to my closest friends about this stuff only one person knows everything bout me and my life and that golda cuz she can be trusted and shell never leave me and i cant take this world the people im with and the life i live i want out i want out i dont want to wait 2 years for my ma to get better and then me go live with my dad i want out i want to be free from this depression
Annie, please believe me when I say you and your family are in my prayers. I know that this is a terribly hard time for you, but you MUST speak to someone about this. things can be done to help you out with this. changing these feelings is not all on you, if you only seek some help.
i can only talk to friends about my fellings
and, who is a better friend then Father Barnabas? he was your spiritual father, he knows you so well (you spilled your gutts to him in confession). He would understand, and help.
he will tell my mom i cant let him do that si i cant tell him
I'm now at a loss for words. she will just shoot down my suggestions. LORD, HAVE MERCY!