I would like to thank everyone for their prayers and concern during this time of trial for myself. It has been much appreciated. After much prayer and thought, I have decided to remain in the saving fold of Holy Orthodoxy. It hasn't been an easy decision, but it is the right decision. In 1389 my ancestors fought and died to defend the Orthodox Faith on the field of Kosovo. They spilt their blood, and now intercede before Christ's throne on my behalf, and that of all Orthodox. They didn't give up when things were rough, even when all appeared lost. For the defeat of the Serbian People was their greatest victory, a victory no enemy of Christ could ever take away!
When Prince Lazar was on Kosovo Field, the Theotokos sent message to him by the Prophet Elijah. It read: "What kingdom shall I choose? Shall I choose a heavenly kingdom? Shall I choose an earthly kingdom? If I choose an earthly kingdom, an earthly kingdom lasts only a little time, but a heavenly kingdom will last for eternity and its centuries."
May God give me strength to persever in the Holy Orthodox faith!
Sv Lazar and all the martyrs of Kosovo, pray to God for us!