On top of all of this, my health is failing, I guess thats what you get when you overdose on 20 hydrocodon 20 percocet (I think it was 25 hydrocodone and 30 percocet

) and 25 benadryl pills and drink 2 stroke engine oil + lamp oil on top of it all.
its my stomach, and stuff is messed up, and theres this other personal problem that I probly should not discuss on this forum, anyways, its very humiliating.
it has to do with this quote and my health
Rom. 7:19 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.
my digestive system has taken much harm from this...
but maybe this is good for my soul...
but I have to eat and eat, but I never can feel satisfied...
maybe its a prescription for my pride...
bless you all