I'm sorry, but I need your help.
A few years ago, I contracted a Lumbar hernia. Because of it and because I am an introvert and I felt very lonely and had a depressive mood, I started to have panic attacks and some of them were pretty bad. I had a surgery done and my back was better, but the panic attacks got worse and more frequent. At one point I had 3-4 major panic attacks a week, a few "minor" every day and a constant anxiety.
With God's help, I got much, much better, but the anxiety still came from time to time.
I had a panic attack a few weeks ago. I had an exam the next day and was home alone. I now live in the city with a friend and he was out. I felt better after the exam, but this weekend I started feeling the anxiety again.
It's partly because I am an introvert and because of my fears. Every small concern may become a huge fear.
I feel ok right now, but an hour ago the anxiety was there.
I wanted to speak with my SF last night, but he wasn't at the church, so I spoke with the other priest.
Many people have long term sufferings and I know I should be more pacient, but I'm afraid it will become worse to the point with many panic attacks.
I want this to end and I will speak with my SF the next time I see him.
But I need the help of your prayers. I need it and also my family needs it. They are all the sensitive type and I should be the one to give them confort and support.
Please pray for me, Marius, for my father, Alexandru, who is ill, Georgiana, Maria and my whole family.
Thank you so much!