I don't attend the mission because it only has services once a week, and even then, it may not always have Liturgy on Sundays depending on if the assigned Priest is available and if enough of the members will be there.
I attend the one thats an hour away every Sunday. There are others that are closer, however this one is sort of my only tangible connection to Springfield, as relatives & friends of the Springfield church go there. (occasionally some from Springfield go there when visiting up here) There is a family of Orthodox near our town here, and they also go there occasionally so I go there for those reasons. It's too far for Wednesday night Vespers & Great Vespers on Saturday.
I have pushed myself to go & receive communion every Sunday, and I think that is what has kept me from flatlining and falling any further. It's the medicine that has kept me going, but even then, it's still tough not being very involved in Church life.
I have Orthodox books, but I've read them and once I read a book once, it's very hard for me to go back and read it again.
I've tried to find peace on here, but I find myself getting to involved and worked up w/ all the politics that is going on in the Church. I could cut myself off from it, but then I would be almost completely separated from any Orthodoxy save for AFR, OCN and Sunday Liturgy.