I am a 25 year old lapsed Catholic who has been exploring Orthodoxy for about two years now. Recently, I have started attending liturgies at local parishes; however, I have a rather embarassing question and nobody from whom to seek an answer. Obviously, having not been baptized into Orthodoxy, I cannot recieve Communion. Thus, when the parishioners move forward and recieve, I generally stay in the back of the church. Often, someone will approach me and offer me bread. I understand that non-Orthodox can recieve the Antidoron at the end of the service because it is not consecrated, but that is left in the back of the church. Is it disrespectful to take the Antidoron during the service?