From the limited information you've given us here, it might just be the normal spiritual peek-and-valley thing going on.
While our recent reception into the Church is by the ultimate grace of God, it's not magic. "When the chrism dries" we still are who we are, living as we are. We have Christ living within us, but within our present lives. Even when our Lord revealed himself to the disciples after His Resurrection He continued business as usual; eating and living, and getting them ready for work as Apostles. Something did, and has, fundamentally changed, all the same.
This is why I try to avoid terms like "supernatural"; Orthodox Christianity is the most natural reality to me.
Within that reality, hardly any of us are 100% sure or into it all the time...but the vets stay regardless, because they know where Home is. I try to take my cue from them.
Also, try to get involved in the parish life as much as is doable, if you haven't already. We are being saved together, so we should work together!
You have my prayers, newly illumined brother!