I completely understand. I've been there and done that. Thank God I'm in Canonical Orthodoxy now.
My advice is go to the nearest real OC immediately. Talk to the priest, and see what he says. And then, begin afresh keeping what you have learned near you. Whatever you do, dont give up. Look to God. He will lead you.
Senor, ten piedad de Tus siervos, especialmente Tu siervo Jorge, quien esta danado.