Lord have mercy on His servants!
I know, these things are oftenvery frustrating,and you ownder if hte Lord has a plan for you. Please let me assure that He does; this plan is unfolding fo ryou now, and your anxiety is caused because His plan was not exactly what you had expected. Believe me, I've been in the same spot you are.
Remember to pray, and be confident in knowing that this plan the Lord has is to fulfill your calling as His servant, and will only help you in your salvation.